weddin bells are ringin'

unlike the 6 wedding summer two years ago, I only have 1 wedding this summer...a good and bad thing i suppose. anyway i think about weddings all the time mostly because this is the time in my life when all around me couples i know are engaged and getting married, having babies, the works. its all i ever read about in emails and facebook stalking. when i start feeling "why is it not me" i just try remind myself that half of the marriages today sadly end in divorce, and that terribly i already know 2 couples (my age!) that got divorced before their first anniversary. maybe some day I'll no longer be just another bridesmaid?